I had a dream of you
on me.
I was still
and you were not
nervous,
we planned on going
some where,
but somehow we ended
up, like this,
which was alright.
and when you were silent
I was
suddenly inside you
,your weight shifted
or it’s not exactly how
it happened,
but you remained, surprised
that I had it still
in me to want that
kind intimacy of your body.
you did not even breathe
because you didn’t want me
to leave.
I said, “I am,
I’m smiling..”
you replied,
“stop thinking so much,
you confuse the shit out of me..”
I woke up without you
anywhere,
I looked even underneath
the pillow and the phone
was ringing
it was you
getting married.