you can be absolutely mad

and utterly someone else on the liquor.
it’ll make you lost when you already know where you are. it’ll make you say the things that you’ve never wanted to let loose from under your breath. it brings about the old pains and the throbbing and the desire. it makes you want to run into sprinklers in the middle of the night and run red lights until a bleary eyed morning. it can push you to a limit you never knew was there and suddenly find yourself at peace in the void. the liquor is like that. the liquor never lets you forget even when you do the next day.
it’s always only a bottle away.