i will give in for this one moment, i will give in to the pain and the sorrow and the cutting blinding light of this life, for this one moment i will allow myself to live outside of it all, i will walk outside of it and drench myself in this madness for once, i will breathe deep and hold it for as long as i can, i will give in because the pain deserves to be married to the joy for just this once, just for this one time only