blitz, you did not tell us, did not tell me
why didn’t you tell me, what sort of monster i was
and would become?
did you know? you knew didn’t you?
you saw it and did not tell
was it because there would be no stopping it
or that it would be my choice?
to face myself as i am
shattered and smashed and ugly
love without stopping, cruelty without stopping
a damage machine, nails for tears and blades for lips
hulking beast beyond all reckoning
resting for thirst, begging for rust