and and and she says the jar is broken and and he twists the sheets into knots and and the fire escape is made of rust and and and the panels have cracked where they are joined together and and and and and she cries when he leaves and and he cracks his teeth on the bottle and there’s a shattered window that no one pays attention to and and and and and when the wind howls he lights a cigarette and and she rips the pillows off the bed and and and and and there’s a stain on the floor there and she wouldn’t believe it and and and and the leaves whip through the air and and and his hands shake and she’ll have none of that and and and the blinds have a thin layer of dust and and and he cannot stop and on and on it goes