try to convince me i haven’t sinned, that i am not wretched.
and he gambles, i start from the point of forgiveness, that forgiveness is possible. do you get what i’m saying? this is very different from where you start from.
and he’s right: here i am pondering what why i am so wrong, why i’ve done the things i’ve done and he turns it around:
why do i begin with what new thing can i do today that i will punish myself with tomorrow?