i would
i’d said so,
and in so saying
she brought it up
to my attention
that i would be doing so
because i had said
i’d pay
especially now
when i was saying that
i had been
planning
on saving for it, and her
attention
had been worth saying
something
and saving for
a raining day
when i had said, i had not
planned ahead
just close enough
to touch her
and in so saying,
brought myself
to this,
and she pointed out
all i had said
and i was
in not so many words
bound to her
even
ever after
the fact that her smile
had not been worth saving.