well not really, i thought i had an idea, but it was the idea of a thought that was the idea in itself, but when i tried to push it further it wouldn’t go anywhere other than “i’ve got an idea..” and well, since i already started on this idea of writing you a letter about an idea i thought i had, or rather, the idea of a thought of an idea, i might as well go through with it until the bitter end (“bitter ends with rhinestones and lemon twists”, now that might be an idea, but i’m not quite sure, just one of those things i suppose, but it’s still not an idea so i better give it up) as i’m doing so, now. of course one might say that this is a letter full of ideas but they’d be absolutely wrong, i mean, you mean something when you got an idea, not meaning that you mean something at that particular moment, whether you, yourself have meaning or not, but that when you have an idea, and you start talking about it, it’s got to go somewhere, and i’m getting nowhere with this, so i’d best leave you alone about it, i won’t bring it up again, so just ignore this message. i forgot why i started it already, it might have been an idea.