just stop it i cant take it anymore all these lies all these opinions all these facts and figures of places and war and betrayals of men cheating on their women and women fucking random men and children beaten like animals and animals chewing the bones of bleeding men and storms wiping out cities and i want to be far away from you all i want to be by myself in some corner of the world undiscovered where no one can speak and the sun forever sets and the tide is always low and someone is always just on their way to somewhere else always leaving and not wasting my time just get out of my head these words that become images too vivid too sharp they cut themselves out from inside my eyes and sometimes i wouldn’t even know where to begin again where to stand so i am frozen absolutely still with it on battered jetty rocks made slick that i would skin myself open to bleed you all out each and every one each and every memory each and every thought until i was dry until the world greys out until the shore blossoms into view until the roar finally leaves me and i am left finally until i am left alone until i am left in silence and all of you are gone.